It’s
been one of those days where nothing in particular bad has happened, nor did I
get up on the wrong side of the bed, but I am still feeling pretty down. No
reason why, just am. It didn’t really start out as a bad day, but then again,
it didn’t really start out as a great day either, just a day.
Oh, I
have pinned more inspirational, motivational, upbeat quotes onto my pinterest
board, than I have pairs of shoes, so according to all of those quotes, I know I
shouldn’t feel down, but the fact is I still do.
I am so
grateful for all the blessings that I have in my life, so feeling down makes me
feel even worse that I would have the audacity
to feel this way! AAAHHH!
I am
used to being a cheerleader for everyone in my life, but not used to trying to
be my own cheerleader. Not sure how to play this role, and am pretty sure that
I suck at it.
I have
to believe that tomorrow I will feel better, and it will once again be sunny
for me, but today, BLAH…
I am
pretty sure that this has something to do with me liking to be in control of
things. In control of a lot actually, including my emotions, and right now,
that is just not happening, for if it were, I would not be writing about this.
So,
what to do to get through this? What advice would I give someone else in this
same situation? Been there done that already and it’s not working for me. GGRRRRR!!
I guess
that’s just life, it’s just one of those days and I have to quit beating myself
up for not feeling happy.
As the
saying goes,
“Momma said there would be days like this!”
I am
going to look at this like I do so many things, look to nature. I am sure that
all animals have down days, and they don’t feel bad about it, they just go with
it as part of life, so I guess that’s the approach I will take too. Besides,
only about 2 more hours and I can go to bed and hopefully have some great happy
dreams. Tomorrow is another day. Sweet Dreams all!
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